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I have to admit, losing this weight is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I've tried to lose a significant amount of weight twice before in my life and each time I did it without having to do anything extreme. I really do not know why this time it is so much harder. It is physically and emotionally exhausting; one day I'm like screw it (and eat like it's my last day on Earth) and the next day I'm like "I have to lost this weight right this instant!!!!" It's so overwhelming; I feel guilty every day. Not to sound like a brat, but I've generally been successful in my life with things that I've worked hard for and put my mind to. Why can't I just get skinny for the love of God. WAH.
I don't even want to work out today but I guess I have to. I'm planning on doing this treadmill exercise since I was lazy and didn't do shiz this weekend. I can't start 4D (ish) until after Wednesday because I can't buy groceries until then so I guess we'll see how this pans out. Hah.
Happy Monday...
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I feel your pain my dear. This has been such a frustrating process for me too! I finally feel though, like I have made more of a lifestyle change then feel like I'm dieting. I am doing weightwatchers for the gazzilionth time, but this time, its working. Slooooowww, and Im only down 8 lbs, but I dont have that back and forth attitude about those binge days. I allow my self to splurge here and there, but am generally happy with what im eating. Losing weight sucks!! Its so discouraging, but keep at it! You are in fantastic shape, and I love your blog. Hang in there sister, were in it with you!
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